My baby is getting to be a big boy. Yesterday I put away Wyatt's high chair and started using his portable booster seat in the kitchen. We are still using the changing table and he has two babyish toys out (the Laugh & Learn home and the Groove & Something Table), but other then that, our house is completely baby items free. A boy lives in our house and not a baby! I was telling Wyatt's dcp provider this morning and I could hear my voice cracking telling her.
We've decided that after Derrick's appointment on the 10th, that we are going to do something drastic. If his results are not promising (and I'm not convinced that they will be) we will be getting rid of ALL of the baby stuff. I'm ready to move on with our lives. I'm (and I'm sure that I mean this) ready to stop TTC and have an onlie. If Derrick's results are normal, do I really want to continue to go through with this frustration? I don't think that I do and frankly things are getting a little tense around the house anyway. I am a nightmare to live with and I can acknowledge it. My re had given me a list of infertility counsolrs in our area for "just in case I needed them." I'm beginning to think that I need to see one, just to get my anger out. And not punch a poor pregnant person.
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Hey Jerri!
Having an only can be pretty awesome I bet. Think of all the stuff you'll be able to afford to do with Wyatt, all the experiences he'll get to have that he wouldn't if you had to split your finances. Plus, who really wants to go through that whole diapering-during-breastmilk-poop phase again. Ugh.
Keep us (me) posted on how the results go. Good luck either way!
I saw your comment and lurked BBC for a while, but didn't see Kris's post. Drat.
I also wanted to tell you that my little guy just moved to the bigger kids room at his daycare, and I'm feeling the same way. I am so proud and excited, it hurts. I never would have guessed I could love someone so much.
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