Hey two in one day!

My baby is getting to be a big boy. Yesterday I put away Wyatt's high chair and started using his portable booster seat in the kitchen. We are still using the changing table and he has two babyish toys out (the Laugh & Learn home and the Groove & Something Table), but other then that, our house is completely baby items free. A boy lives in our house and not a baby! I was telling Wyatt's dcp provider this morning and I could hear my voice cracking telling her.

We've decided that after Derrick's appointment on the 10th, that we are going to do something drastic. If his results are not promising (and I'm not convinced that they will be) we will be getting rid of ALL of the baby stuff. I'm ready to move on with our lives. I'm (and I'm sure that I mean this) ready to stop TTC and have an onlie. If Derrick's results are normal, do I really want to continue to go through with this frustration? I don't think that I do and frankly things are getting a little tense around the house anyway. I am a nightmare to live with and I can acknowledge it. My re had given me a list of infertility counsolrs in our area for "just in case I needed them." I'm beginning to think that I need to see one, just to get my anger out. And not punch a poor pregnant person.

I'm an idiot...seriously

I have a really hard time with passwords. Think about all of the passwords that you have and then multiply it by 3. That's how many I have. When I decided to start using this thing, my account was old or something, so I had to create a new account. Well, I didn't understand that apparently and now my user name is my email address. So my google email is now jerri_xxxxxxx@yahoo.com@goggle.com. Seriously. It takes me about 3 minutes to log into here everytime I try. Ugh. And I can't figure out how to fix it.

Along the same lines, I did the same thing yesterday when trying to set up a new log in for a new software system here at work. I eventually locked myself out and had to call the help desk and tell them that I'm stupid and can't figure out their stupid system.

The bottom line, I guess, is for me to take some kind of "logging in" class or to just simply take the time and actually read what I need to do instead of acting like a man and not reading instructions! :)

Here it is...

My very first blog post. I've been thinking of setting up one of these for a while. Someone asked me if I had one today and I figured that TODAY was the day to get it started. I didn't feel like working anyway...

I got some sad news a few hours ago. A friend died this morning. She was actually an old co worker, but I would also consider her a friend. I haven't seen her since my wedding in November of 2005, but we exchanged Christmas cards and the occasional email. She is actually the first "close" person to me that has passed away. RIP Vicki.